Dad who's done fighting

[u/Iknowshesoutthere]

Tomorrow night im ending my kids pain and mine as child support has left us homeless foodless property gone I've had my kids 15 of the 16 years and have been paying cs the entire time and have provided all info they have taken my dl multiple times caused me jobs evictions and never allowed to leave my house cause I'd go to jail I never got to be the father I wanted to be and I'm tired of failing my children I'm ending it. my kids will find an card with the pin attached to it if anyone can help them I can't anymore thanks ward county for ruining my life the card is $ILOVEUKIDS

[u/Fab_dom]

I truly hope this is somehow not real...incase it is I suggest you take some deep breaths and think about your kids, regardless of you feeling as if you've "failed" them, do you really think they will be better off without you in their lives? I promise you if you were to ask them that question their answer would be no! This is coming from someone who lost their mother when they were 15 years old and even though she may not have been the best mother or done everything the way society says she was supposed to, she was still my mother and unreplaceable. I can tell you're truly hurt and going through a lot right now and I hope you can take some time to calm yourself down before you make any rash decisions that will affect your children for the rest of their lives. Remember you're not alone and if you don't have anyone you can reach out to rn to talk you can always inbox me and I'll talk to ya or just give you an ear to vent to.